A Racing Mind

The whole point of living is trying new things.

Exploring the beauty in life by everything you achieve.

Boredom is not empty but full of death. 

Creativity is what puts you into life’s breath. 

Dreams of sweet happiness caress your brain. 

Fear and negativity will always be your pain. 

Truth hurts, but lies kill. 

The choice is yours on how you spend your thoughts. 

You are what you think.

You become what you eat.

Your addictions control your life. 

Love is always by your side. 

You were born alone.

Let your mind be your best friend and love you endlessly.

Once you kiss your heart, your smile will be contagious. 

Love

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OMEGA LOVE

Love is a word used on a daily basis. People tend to love as a present emotion. Rather than as an infinite silent state of mind. Love is not an action, it is a living presence. Love can be expressed through actions, but must not be replaced by them.
You see love has no space, or time. Love can grow beyond the Milky Way, or deminish smaller than a seed of mustard.
As we mature in life through wisdom of time, each human being is able to decide. Are you an alpha, or omega? Do you love, or are you love? Are you willing, or do you want to just survive?
Life is amazing despite its tragedies because of change. Another day to live, and more moments to learn how to love.
The world becomes more loving with the expansion of space  and time. Love is not for everyone, if there I no will there is no way.
Love is for those willing to except that life is love and accepting it means you embrace. For some people this is not easy and that is when those omega beings step in. I wrote this for my omega who cry in the wind. Our tears of joy,  and peace, evaporate in the still freedom of air. The sun, and the moon,feed our souls, as the stars, wipe our tears. No pain exists among us. No one else would understand, unless they can drink of  living water, which is embodied in all humans.
You see people come and go on our earth everyday. But not all stop to think we are the water of our water world. Our bodies are what we think. Love is water. We are water.  We are one love.

Transgender

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She said hello ma’am.
He’s said how are you today sir.
As I opened the bathroom door I did not get a stare.
I don’t question which way to go. My steps confirm the direction I am moving in.
You look confused.
I am confident.
The body I was created in tells you who I am.
I am her, and I am him.
There is only one life in me to live.
My acceptance is gained because it is created by honor.
I cannot judge or I would discriminate what I have within.
So when I walk by, don’t stare say high.
Appreciate the human I am.
I am the omnipotent Love that you deny within.
Tears are not my morning dew.
My sunset is always beautiful in its view.
You can try one more time to decide.
But I’ll tell you only once, I am
a humans body.

Love

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The echoes of emotions are in my ears.
I’m so enamored by how the vibrations of love make me feel.
The concept of happiness has become my hedonist high.
I no longer imagine it’s existence, I have become the creator of love inside.
Every quake of my steps connect the earth’s magnetism to me.
The wind is blown by the pulse of my heartbeat.
I can feel the currents of rivers run through my veins.
My core is dependent on the life the earth creates.
Reality can’t conceive the love that I contain.
Logic is my sword, honor for life is my shield .
I slay down the enemy of love with every breath that I take.
Hatred is my adversary.
I fear not because I have all power since love generates in me.
My chakras connect to the universe so I am free.
Feel my presence, as the smile of my eyes trickles down your spleen.
Touch my heart as the dimple on my cheek, makes your heart skip a beat.
Not all can conceive the truth in love that flows through me.
All I need is one touch, and watch how one of my six senses will invoke love into thee.

The art of suggestion

The art of suggestion has knocked on my door.
I decided to open up because logic said, “let it in”.
Once inside suggestion began to show me who I am within.
There is no retreat where I now live.
Forward is the only way I can shed a veil of fear.
When I do stand still my glory will be in the presence of my true conscious.
Your life is based on your art of suggestion.
Im choosing to use all of my life’s canvas…..

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Instagram

I did something totally wrong.
I didn’t post it on Instagram because that would have caused scorn.
I didn’t realize it though until I was alone.
I totally neglected me, and I used every excuse for it, y’all see.
I even blamed you, but it wasn’t your fault.
I could have loved myself better, and been my biggest support.
Loving myself is necessary to win at the obstacles of life, and beat the con of men.
I allowed myself to get lost, in the colors of this world that I adore.
Im choosing to start over with a clean slate, that I personally washed in my ambitious pride.
Now when I create my life, the person that the world will see, is who I love inside.
Anger is not a part of me, I am thankful, and relieved, that I was born to love.
Ambition, confidence, and contribution, will always resolute me so I can consistently evolve.
As wisdom takes time, I am seeing how my confident heart is beginning to shine.
Forgiveness is the key to living life healthy.
Rage is only an excuse to not progress.
Positivity gives strength to any mind, so it can reset.
Now as I evoke myself to do what I have to do.
I can totally achieve because myself knows, that I do not blame anybody, so this is my Instagram to me.

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Hydration

As I look into your abyss the existence of life appears hopeless.
I am an ant compared to the universe.
The depths of the sea can swallow me up like a fish.
However, your ever flowing beauty makes me want to survive.

Blue waters, and white sands, Pink oceans, and black grains, no matter what color you are your existence is shown by the moon and the stars.
Science shows us that you can clearly birth all things.
As I watch your waters wave, they remind me that the earth is whole.
You are a third of all life, without your molecules earth would not survive.
There is no drop off at the ocean’s edge, as many myths have stated.
You record history in your memory as your horizon rotates by the earth’s side.
I am because I can.
You show me life’s existence through the land.
Your existence in me gives me power to sustain.
I can ride your seas to seven continents.
Your waves make me grow, because of you life evolves.
My success in life can reach as far as your depths.
You catch every tear I cry, and recycle them into my breath.
Whenever I place my body into your sea, I realize I stay wet.
I began to feel alive, with every drop of you I consume.
As the earth rotates I grow stronger, hydrated by its water.

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Is Heaven Designed for Bishop Eddie Long?

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Americans all over the United States have turned their televisions to BET’s (Black Entertainment Television) cable station and seen Bishop Eddie Long of Atlanta’s New Birth Missionary Baptist Church, preaching or doing a commercial, at one point in time. Leading a mega church with over 25,000 members the prominent Bishop Long is hard to miss. In 2004, one month after voters approved an amendment in the state of Georgia’s constitution that banned gay marriage; Bishop Long led his congregation in a march of over 25,000 people against gay rights. Long is one of the most vocal activists against gay rights, and gay marriage in the Black Church.
For attempting to set such a strong example of heterosexual role modeling for Black Christians in Church today Bishop Long failed. In September of 2010 multiple allegations of four young men in their twenties, accused Long of sexual misconduct. The young men had evidence of how Long abused his spiritual guidance for youth. The evidence Bishop Long faced was in the cell phone messages, texts, and portraits, he exchanged with the four young men. Maurice Robinson, Jamal Parris, Anthony Flagg, Spencer LeGrande, and one anonymous young man, accused Long of seducing them as teenagers, and using church funds to do it. Long gave the four teenagers cash, cars, trips across the world, and gifts in exchange for sexual favors. It all began when Bishop Long befriended the teenagers between the ages 14-16 years old.
When Bishop Long spoke to his congregation of New Birth, for the first time after these allegations, Bishop Long vowed to fight the charges, and his day in court would come. While outside the church Long’s spokesperson refused any comment, and his legal team began instantly negotiating with plaintiffs.
In May of 2011 Bishop Long settled out on this same case he claimed he would fight. It was reported that Long settled the payout with an amount between 15-25 million dollars. Importantly the settlement was with a gag order.
This case is one of many that happen regularly in Black Churches across the U.S.A. Even though this case could have opened a much needed dialogue in the Black Church and Community on such topics as AIDS, homosexuality, and molestation, it could not because of the gag order. Yes the victims were compensated, but the Black Church was not. By silencing problems of importance, the stigmas in the Black Church have gotten worst. In late September, in Atlanta when Long was accused, 20 ministers gathered to pray especially for Bishop Long, and not one of them prayed for the four young men. These men were turned away by the Black Church, when they should have been loved. Bishop Long was even crowned like a king by Jewish leaders, while one of the young men attempted to committed suicide.
Religious leaders are treated as “gods” in more cases than one. But even “gods” make mistakes. But how they are even crowned gods when they prey, molest, and rape, young children. Where is the justice for our children? By leaving Bishop Long in the pulpit it says religious leaders can do whatever they want even if it’s wrong, and get away unscathed. However, humans are all equal. Religion is a choice for adults; however, it is forced on our children to believe. Yet, no one protects our children when they are violated, by the “gods”, preachers, priests, prophets, evangelists, bishops, apostles, and popes, we tell them to trust. Due to forgiveness, if violators, rapists, and murderers, or Bishop Long repents they can go to heaven. Where is the validation for the victims. So religion teaches as long as you apologize, you can do anything and still be rewarded. Victims are forced in a hell with the pain of seeing their rapist, molester,or murderer, rejoicing in heaven. It’s time for equality in our world today. The truth of religions lies needs to be recognized, in the Black Church, and Community, in order for them to move forward. It will come as evidence continues to wake humans from their willful ignorance, into learning truth.

Adam and Eve

                         

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The King James Version of the Christian bible has some people believing evolution is not true. However, news for creationists in the world has changed with tecnology and the internet, evolution is in fact true. Sciencetist have proven with evidence that the contradictions of the bible are put to rest by today’s research, and history. Religions of the world are dying out at astonishing rates. 
For an omnipotent, omnipresent, and  omniscient, “god”, no part of the bible, or any other religions doctrines should not contradict itself. Every word should be written correctly and perfect just as it is stated in John 1:1 “In the beginning was the word, and the word was with god and the word was god.” If the word lies that means god is untrue too.
In the begining of the bible we find men and women created before Adam and Eve.   “So god created man in his own image;in the image of god created he him; male and female created he them” Genesis 1:27  This verse in the Jewish Midrashic texts say the first woman was named Lilith and Eve was second.   Lilith left  Adam because she refused to be inferior, and lay beneath him. We then find a lonely Adam  in Genisis chapter 2, so “god” makes Adam a companione Eve, who is  created from Adam’s rib.            
Genesis 2:22 ” Then the lord god made a woman from the rib, he had taken out of the man…. ” Here chapter 2 contradicts chapter one. If “god” made man and woman in Genesis chapter 1, then why was Adam’s rib needed to make Eve in Genesis chapter 2.
So who are humanity’s first humans Adam, Lilith, or Eve? Eve appears to have been used to symbolize womanhood, but what about Lilith?What role would Lilith play? Having more than on first female in the world sounds like hogwash to me. Someone’s lying, yet only science can prove with natural evidence. This being because most religions are based on belief through faith in the supernatural.
Once humanity was created life reproduced itself and populated the earth. Adam and Scrap story leave speculation of incest to populate the earth. As the first humans Eve was the only female. Scientifically, only 4% of birth defects are caused by reproduction thru incest. So it is possible that Eve slept with her children, and  grandchildren , nephews, and cousins, to populate the earth. I almost belived this was what the bible was stating, until I remembered how Genesis 1:27 says humans were created together, equally. Which verse is right? These are not reasonable questions for a omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent, “god”. Too much confusion already in the book Genesis is in the beginning of the book. These verses were used by its writer to instill inferiority in women, and ignorance for humans to not learn the truth.  Evolution vs creationism, becomes a fight only for ignorant humans that don’t want to learn. Intelligence in life is necessary for longevity survival.  Ignorance even through religion, is an excuse to be lazy.
So the questions remains the same. If man tampered with the bible, why believe anything it says. It’s origin only reaches so far. Blood shed for money, poverty for intelligence, race for time, superiority for gender, become life. Just think of the symbols, and words, on our American dollar bill that say,  “in god we trust”.  Money, power, and respect, go along way. People have been tricked out of their money, power, and respect, by a omni-perfect “god” through the lies of his doctrine in life, for nothing we know later. Science proves intelligence can surpass any prayer. Action causes change, whether we know why or not.
In the world today there are at least 38,000 denominations of Christianity. There are also 42 different translations of the bible.  The bible contradicts its own Christian community.  Why so many denominations, and translations for one omni-perfect “god”?
                         

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The Birth of A Leader

Trying so hard and its never enough, births a true leader by never giving up.
By cheating you shorten your steps, and delay your evolution to success.
Don’t be selfish, it causes rage in others, that will keep them away.
Be accountable and accept your responsibilities, so failure becomes no option, or disease.
Truth is your burning desire, it breaths through the knowledge you acquire.
Intelligence will help you understand, unlike religion science and history were not created by man.
Life is evolution, with no place to escape, unless you die.
One who knows everything is silent to learn.
Practice makes perfect, by leaving no option for failure.
By never giving up one can achieve.